A journey my way?

I was pondering about this for sometimes. The journey we had walk over all these years since the day we see lights are the path that we took? Somehow things happen the way often not the way we would want it to happen. How in most unexplainable cases, we meet interesting people along the way... Some whom we could click instantly and many of these acquaintances who eventually turn into one of your best buds. Along the journey our life is like an airport where people comes from everywhere and go without you even realizing it. I am amazed with the way life was created, we learn to crawl, then walk and run. We go to school and the next thing you know you graduated. By the time we have time to sit down and ponder about these, its just a small empty space that you have to relax after routine busy life at work. I could even imagine the days to come when I would have to start my journey as a daddy to my childrens and in no time I am retiring. I am not predicting further however I know the word retiring scares me which means I will be counting my days of my life. Life is indeed colourful. But again, is the journey of our life the path we actually chosed or we simply don't have a choice. Many years ago someone defines life to me as a story of a person wrote by destiny. Whatever we do are written even a simple thing we do like sitting here writing these is also destined. Part of my story written. If that is simply true, we need not paint anymore picture for our own life. Simply amazing!!

Little confession

I was thinking, perhaps i should be more realistic at times so that i might turn out to be a more happier person n not getting heat up over trivial matters. but i've always thought that at least i've never blown my top or shouted straight at a person's face whom i was angry with. I don't even remember for one time that i ever did that to anyone "yet", but sometimes people are really that irritating and and you simply can't get along with them in anyways no matter in work or friendship and even how hard u tried coz every moment that person appears he/she can be a total ass or slut which they have totally no idea about it, not mentioning that, bit by bit of hatred grew day by day becuz of "those" things they did to further arouse your current level of tolerence or displease towards them. In fact sometimes u just don't wish to be "enemies" with anyone but on the other hand you're feeling so "fxxxxxx FAKE" that u actually talk to the person that bitched about you most of the time. You people try to figure it out or recall whether you've been through this. I guess more or less a "YES", unless you're the kind of real straight forward goose who throws the shit right on the person's face whom u dislike and I am not. I just wanted to be someone nice, but i hope i don't ended up FAKE.

The latest menu on the block

How about a sip of this latest soup?

A pleasant drinking evening that is not so pleasant

It was a same "happy hours" routine yesterday evening with the bunch of buddies and there is this girl who came along with one of the guy, a sweet sexy little thing. I joined in much later cos I was tied up with some late discussion in the office. When I arrived she is the first person I notice due to the enchanting look and she smiled before I even introduce myself. The first thing my buddy did was to introduce me to her and we had a soft handshake and suddenly something struck my mind was "She is an insurance agent!!!" . I was right. What do you call this? Instinct? Hmm.. She hand me her name card with the BIG Insurance Logo on it after her name "Nicole". Well not to mention why but I had this phobia with insurance agent. As usual I grab my first gulp of a cold chilling beer, drain down the long day stress. My buddies were chatting away with some subject that I wasn't focusing so I enjoyed the music away. Nicole was sitting on my right after my buddy and I noticed she was like listening to the crapping away but her eyes was kinda like looking and planning a strategy to bring out the sword on me. Hah! I thought to myself. Here she goes, the typical insurance sales person. Then I kept tracking her move that I challenge myself that I know what she is up to next and bingo! she shifted her seat next to me and asked for my name card. Second step bingo! again. She asked about my job scope and how many people are there in my office. And the bingo! went on and on....and finally she enter her chapter 1 ....."Do you have an insurance policy?" and I said YES, MANY but the went on. And guess what, my sickening, annoying buddy sitting right in front of me still have the cheek to show me this and giggled. The conversation went on for a torturing 30 minutes that I wasn't actually listening and I told myself enough! I have to "skid off". I excuse myself to go to the loo and came back pretending to bottoms up with the gang and dive myself into their conversations, trying very hard to pick up what they crap about.

After a few peaceful moments I thought the earlier "insurance" topic had ended and return to my seat and guess what, she continues where we stop earlier!!! Super isn't it??? And the guy sat right in front of me did this So at that moment of death or live I told myself I have to execute my contigency plan to knife off the whole conversation. Without much tolerence I decided to call it the night early and pretending that I wasn't feeling well. Either she doesn't get my hint, message and signal or these insurance sales agent had been trained to ignore "signals", she asked me if she could see my in my office the next day!!! Incredible right? Excellent trained, persistant and professional Sales Insurance Agent!! Since she is my buddy's friend and also already my friend i said ......

That is why I had phobia with Insurance Sales Agent.

Monday blues and a short chat over MSN Messenger

Today is Monday and a tru blue "Mern" day..ii mandarin means "boring" day. Was going through all the "left over" paper work from the week before and only to realized that I missed my lunch time!!! 5 hours passed with a blink. Its about 3.30pm and my msn messenger "Buzzed". The buzzing went off the whole morning but I have ignore coz too much to catch up. This time I take a peek to see who was it...Oh its Michelle my good ole friend. Here it goes...

Michelle says: fren!!
Michelle says: hows your blog?
WiFi@anywhere says: ...still updating la....
Michelle says: slow….
WiFi@anywhere says: .... no time ma
Michelle says: u working now? Or on holiday?
WiFi@anywhere says: working la
Michelle says: sure not?
Michelle says: hehe
Michelle says: nothing much here... justto disturb u
WiFi@anywhere says: ya ler... why... tok rubbish to me la....
Michelle says: need to de-stress a bit
WiFi@anywhere says: ya...come let go ur stress...
Michelle says: how?
WiFi@anywhere says: say something that can release ur stress lo
Michelle says: *&#%@($&@^!
WiFi@anywhere says: like dat ar.....
WiFi@anywhere says: lemme translate it.....
WiFi@anywhere says: mkchtnshkl
WiFi@anywhere says: hmm... whats is that
Michelle says: ?????
WiFi@anywhere says: i try to figure out also...
Michelle says: hahaha… u oso very stress ah… hehe
Michelle says: siao siao a bit…
WiFi@anywhere said: i where got stress...i let you release stress ma
Michelle says: gosh… gotta pretend to be hardworking for 10 mins… manager around
WiFi@anywhere says: very good. keep pretending. tomorrow you will get your pay rise.
Michelle says: … dun make me more stress…
WiFi@anywhere says: oh i did sorry..punch me back
Michelle says: too far away, cannot punch u…
WiFi@anywhere says: imagine
Michelle says: nah… I'm not so violent…
WiFi@anywhere says: then punch softly lo
Michelle says: am very kind …at times…
WiFi@anywhere says: *ahem*

At the same time I decide to text Angelin back where she left the message few hours back.

DB love says: Hello

WiFi@anywhere says: Hi Ange, sorry to text you back late

DB love says: Oh. You woke up already

WiFi@anywhere says: Yeah, just brushed my teeth and poo poo

DB love says: wat tat lou....

WiFi@anywhere says: oh yeah... always...

WiFi@anywhere says: why u stress also?

DB love says: huh? stress? i am too free.... trying to find some stress

WiFi@anywhere says: ok. see? life is never the same...

DB love says: huh? wat talking you?

WiFi@anywhere says: No la.. another friend of mine text me too and she is stressed but you finding some stress...life is never the same lo

DB love says: ask her gimme some la.

WiFi@anywhere says: Lol.. no need la..I can do the honour

DB love says: anything i can help you to do? i am too free...

WiFi@anywhere says: Ya got...write my blog.... ha ha ha

DB love says: ok ok...let me conteng....

WiFi@anywhere says: Ya you wish...go back to work

I am outta here...i getting too stressed with these......

Lesson Of Life

I feared being alone until I learned to like myself.
I feared failure until I realized that I only fail when I don't try.
I feared success until I realized that I had to try in order to be happy with myself.
I feared people's opinions until I learned that people would have opinions about me anyway.
I feared rejection until I learned to have faith in myself.
I feared pain until I learned that it's necessary for growth.
I feared the truth until I saw the ugliness in lies.
I feared life until I experienced its beauty .
I feared death until I realized that it's not an end, but a beginning.
I feared my destiny,until I realized that I had the power to change my life.
I feared hate until I saw that it was nothing more than ignorance.
I feared love until it touched my heart, making the darkness fade into endless sunny days.
I feared ridicule until I learned how to laugh at myself.
I feared growing old until I realized that I gained wisdom every day.
I feared the future until I realized that life just kept gettingBetter.
I feared the past until I realized that it could no longer hurt me.
I feared the dark until I saw the beauty of the starlight.
I feared the light until I learned that the truth would give me strength.
I feared change ,until I saw that even the most beautiful butterfly had to undergo a metamorphosis before it could fly.

Another weekend, another end to the week... how sad...

Just another day and another beginning of a weekend.....